Episode 10

[Brenda Lowe]

Now who was responsible for that mess?

[Mia]

Now who was responsible for that mess?

Me lol

[Mia]

lol but wow... not gonna lie, earlier I was super nervous and scared about the fallout from this, but right now, I like the way the dust is settling.

Recap of what happens. I decide nopeeeee, not gonna put up with Jolanda and Ken's shit and let them drag Kristina along. Apparently Kristina WAS really sweet and legit, but I don't really play sweet and legit so yeah. I bring up the idea of taking out Kristina to Sarah, and it floats. And then Chad and Katie get caught in our net and vote along with us.

So it should be easy, right? Nope. I decide to leak to Jolanda and Ken that it'll probably tie. Should NOT have done that because they scramble hard lol. They go to Chad and Katie, who have no problem sharing information. Like rumors and shit bounce off them like Jane bounces on Debb's strap on at night lol. Chad basically said "it wasn't me lol" and Katie sold out Sarah and I. For the most part, I think this was good because it made confusion. But I probably have to own it because there's no way I can slide out of this lie. Just need to find a way to spin it. I'll work on that.

BUT the good part is that Sarah, being super emotional, is pissed at Katie, and Katie feels that this was ~wrong~ to do. Lol I'm sorry I love Katie, but you know what else is wrong? CHEATING.

I don't trust people that leak plans like that. Why? Because I'm one of those people, and one of me in this game is enough. Chad was pretty bad about it, but Katie? Unacceptable in an ally. Luckily things work outed. Jolanda also caught some flack tonight, so that's good.

Not gonna be 100% confident that I'm excaping this unscathed. The weekend is long and I need to stay on top of this shit haha. But if Sarah is pissed at Katie, and Jolanda and Ken just want to stay safe, they'll latch on to Sarah vs. Katie. Katie is reasonable, but also emotional enough to get involved in this too.

So Mia's gonna sit back and pull some strings. Time to be a little more subtle this round.

[Mia]

Omw, LOVELY <3

Somehow all of this has allowed Chad to weasel his way into working with me/Jolanda/Ken which is WHAT I FUCKING WANTED ANYWAYS but they were too dense to allow it at first. Here's to hoping Chad won't be playing us lol.

Katie is definitely in the hot seat over here. I just hope we don't lose the second challenge because going into the merge with Chad/Jolanda/Ken/Jane/Sarah would be really hot. And if Lisa can someone manage to survive, it'll be even better for me.

[Brenda Lowe]

So in all of that, I take it that Katie is your preferred boot option?

How worried are you that the people who originally wanted Jane gone won't trust you any more and that maybe this hurt you more than it helped?

[Mia]

So in all of that, I take it that Katie is your preferred boot option?

How worried are you that the people who originally wanted Jane gone won't trust you any more and that maybe this hurt you more than it helped?

Yeah I think Katie going is best for me. I love her, but she only confirmed my suspicions that she's emotional, informationally slutty, and really can't be overly trusted. She takes too much effort to whip into shape and sometimes I feel like being lazy. I mean, I've got Sarah and Jane to work with, and dealing with Katie is like dealing with Sarah/Jane x10, so yeah. Katie is very good at making you feel important, and that she's with you, and only after that will she decide what she's actually going to do. I see right through it.

I'm definitely worried about Jolanda and Ken being pissed. I'd be stupid not to, but I fed them some bullshit about how it was Sarah and I "but mostly Sarah" and Jo seems to buy it? I mean look at this:

I woke up to a hella long message from you Mia, Chad, and Katie all explaining what the fuck went down last night. Basically, what I'm understanding is that Sarah is the person who started everything in the first place, and that's it.

~l o l~

But yeah she could be bull-shitting me, but I also think that Jolanda doesn't have that many people in her court. I do. So does she cut me because of that (I'm not exactly hiding that fact, I could easily jump in with Cochran/Ralph or Ashley/Lisa at the merge) or does she work with me because of that? Otherwise, it'll take a lot of work for her to get her and Ken out of the ditch their in now. Kristina going last night very much turned into a move against them.

[Brenda Lowe]

alol at " informationally slutty "

[Mia]

L O L what the fuck??????

No, Sarah cleared it all up for me.

The bit that was missing was that she wasn't aware Chad had told me the whole Kristina thing started with Sarah getting you on board when, really, it was Sarah and Chad who came up with the idea but Chad obviously wanted to distance himself from it.

That is why Jane and I both came out of Tribal feeling like Sarah had slithered away from her ownership of the move but it was really Chad who was dodging.

Anyway - it's all been sorted, Sarah and I had our lightbulb moment where we realised why the other person did/said certain things and it all fit together and made more sense.

I've been talking to Jolanda as well, explaining to her where I was coming from when I told her I was voting for Jane and not shying away from the things I did and said but explaining them with a bit of context so hopefully my behaviour makes more sense to them both now.

This next vote is going to be tricky. We really, really need to avoid Tribal today girl because I don't think I could even guess what might happen if we end up having to go...

lol she's so fucking dumb... Chad had NOTHING to do with that move at all so why are you so hell bent on blaming someone? like fuck? you fucking voted with us and let it happen so what's the moral dilemma? why care if someone is trying to blame you for making a plan to vote out the person you voted for in the first place? i can't even wrap my head around her logic here

also "i have nooooooo clue what will happen if we lose" is NOOB for "I'm actually thinking about voting for you" or at least some variant of that degree. Katie, I expected more out of you. Idk if she's actually gunning for me, and even if she gets me out in that scenario... lol you are NOT subtle gurl.

[Mia]

Chad is pregnant IRL lol. Do the hormones make him act... normal?

[Mia]

Ugh fuck this vote...

Chad tells me Katie has an idol. Lol I figured anyways.

Katie is being cryptic and ignores me.

Jane wants to do Ken.

Chad is supposedly with Jolanda/Ken/me voting Jane.

Sarah wants to do Ken, says she has Jane/Katie/Chad.

Chad says he's lying to Sarah.

Katie tells me/Ken/Jolanda she's voting Sarah.

Sarah is paranoid as fuck right now.

Crazy really can move mountains.

[Mia]

If Katie is this upset that we didn't vote for her, I can't imagine what she'll be like when we actually do.