Stranded in the Marquesas

Well, that was an eventful council...

Are you concerned about your position in the tribe? Do you feel as though you are in a position to make any kind of impact on the game or are you biding your time waiting for the right moment?

I mean, there are some clear things to trace me back to Lisa even targetting Cochran in the first place. I.e. Chad.

And it's kind of gross that people wanted to keep him so bad. Which makes me want him gone even more lol.

Mia's gonna get what she wants.

I ~AM~ going to take credit for the fact that it wasn't Ken's name written down, and that it was Cochran instead. At least later on, because Lisa was 100% voting Ken for a while.

I don't get what's wrong with people. Anytime so many people are that excited and relieved that someone is safe... that should be a cause for alarm. Like seriously.

Ken, god bless him, has actually brought up including Lisa in our alliance FIRST. So I don't have to do that. Thank fuck. And where Lisa goes, Ashley will (hopefully) follow. Especially if it doesn't involve voting out Cochran, which, at this point, might be too hard to pull off until we're lower in numbers. I can sit on my hands on this one.

SO. Me/Ken/Jolanda/Ashley/Lisa. If that worked out, we'd have 5 of the original Sixsome together lol. And then Chad/Sarah joining in would be likely, but not definite. Same with Cochran and Ralph. If there was any way to organize this against Carter and Debb, that'd be hot. It keeps Lisa in, which Cochran may not be too happy about, but fuck, Debb and Carter are slippery. Plus, Debb is one of the ones that can sell me out about Cochran. But I like her more than Carter, so yeah. One of the two is fine by me.

Anywhere I can control out of game friendships, I'm going to. Carter and Debb are the only ones left in the game that don't fit in this puzzle. And I don't even come close to doubting that they'll be fleeting as fuck about it, so yeah.

I'm such a sloppy mess here, but I'm going to OWN it.

Forgot to mention that I'm paranoid as fuck right now. If I got out at 11th, I'm gonna fuck some bitches up. But I just feel like they're all planning against me. Why wouldn't they?

Nobody wants to make a move. It's so fitting that the biggest pussy of the bunch is Debb.

Not making the move tonight, but I think Debb is definitely warming up to me. Can't say I hate that. Now I need to work on Carter haha. But this isn't necessarily a bad thing. Right now I think this is a bad case of me not being able to sit on my hands.

Also, I'm paranoid as fuck right now. This feeling is never going to go away lol.

Ken found the idol! So hot. Also, we seem to be on to a pattern of the password being different bays in the Marquesas. So we'll keep that info on lockdown for sure!