Episode 14

[Brenda Lowe]

Are you happy with your alliance that went to rocks for you? Can you win this?

[Ralph]

I am very very very happy with what the rocks went with. if that is good yea. But I'm gonna jump into that other question cause i wanna talk about this.
I don't think I can win and i'm gonna sound stupid as fuck but if I make it to the end I don't think I wouldn't stand a chance. it's like when you under estimate someone if you do anything slightly smarter than usual then you seem smarter then you actually are. this makes sense to me, I think I need to win an immnuity challenge. I feel like this is the only way to regain some composure. I might be over thinknginng blah blah blah. OVER THINKING this but I think if i make it to the end iwth cochran ( which is the only way I want this to end ) then I don't really consider it my win but yo that's good enough that he wins man. That dude really wants to win and I mean I'd love to win but I'd probably be happier if he won over me. some people think i'm his lap dog which sucks fucking dick cause i hate that shit.

[Ralph]

honestly if it were up to me we'd get rid of the people i kinda trust so they don't fuck me over.
I would go Ashley next
Then Jo
Then Mia
then Ken

but I mean something is gonna happen eventually and someone will probably turn on someone eventually

[Ralph]

gosh darnit i'm already being called a goat in peoples ' I JUST WANT YOU TO MAKE A MOVE CUZ U SUCK"
speaches. maaaaaan I hate this shit. the only way to get out of this spot is boot Cochran or someone he really likes who is Chad and then i'm "playing my own game"
mmaaaaan das bull shit I always vote in these games as if I lost 1 million dollars. and if A me made it to the end and was semi tight ith me I would vote for them? SO i might not have NO shot man and I think from my position the most I may get is half a shot. but I'm going to work that half a shot man

[Ralph]

man I feel like i'm being a douche i'ma stand away from the computer for a bit

[Ralph]

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0qFKrluDazy

making A return

covered in this session
* Debb and carter blind siding us
* me wanting to win
* Chad and Cochran
* Chad winning over me anc cochran
* Berries and yogurt

[Ralph]

Okay so trust Right now

COCHRAN
- won't boot me I won't boot him
CHAD
- I don't think he'll boot me but i can seem him trying??? i think i'm looking like a goat so I don't see why he would
DEBB
- I trust Debb
Carter
- i trust carter but I wanna get deep with him and try to be best buds cause I really like him and would like to go far with him
Mia
- fuck me I just do a little bit. Mia is really cool like everyone in this game and I know she can't heart fuck me
Ken
- Can't heart fuck me
Jo
- Can heartfuck me and didn't talk to me until she was in a bad position
AShley
- Can easily heart fuck me has tried to boot me three time??? twice?????

I want it to go Ashley/Mia first
then Jo
Then I want to work with ken maybe till the end.I'm really gonna work on Ken today

[Jeff Probst]

Do you feel as though this game is moving at a pace that is one step ahead of the obvious? I was just considering that with the Lisa vote off, it seemed as though there was a blindside to prevent another blindside (that wasn't even happening). Do you expect more players to act ahead of an obvious move and if so, what's the next obvious move that you see in the future, and what would acting ahead of that be?

[Ralph]

Sorry about being gone for a whole day first of all. A day that started as a whatever I'l hang out day became a yea man shit is happening left and right.

First of all thanks for your question probsty man you cool you cool i'll get to it right now.
I think I usually think in the present so It's hard to say for me but I think with this group everyone is looking more into the future. I know that cochran ahs the idol or else he's gone crazy and just wants me to feel safe cause he told me he had it. so no one can get us in that regard right. and we have a majority so it should just be a simple send 5 votes that-away and we'll have an actually boring tribal but I doubt that will happen some shit always goes wrong. But to actually answer your question I think people are thinking in the future but I think they should think in the present. maybe that's just cause I like thinking in the present but I mean it's worked so far right?

[Ralph]

man It's been a strange week. I relaly don't like Mia in this game. outside of this game she's a cool person. but in game she's a little stranger

[Ralph]

allright so I'm thinking about how I can win and I'm goign to stop with the self degrading bull shit thing and ssee how far that gets me and attempt to win a challenge/ i need to solidify that I am my own person and I think if i were to make it to the end I have a better shot!

[Ralph]

I think I'm gonna push Ash hard. my problem with this game is whever I push a name I feel bad and stop it but I'v dug this whole and I do think ash would be a smart boot. She is so nice though :C I just don't want to say " Cochran said Ken so we booted ken" cause guess what that makes me look like a follower

[Ralph]

I'm feeling good man! It's sunday I ahve some money I have some time! I'ma make a song and pm all day get PSYCHED! I feel like if I simply put my foot down and be in charge of 1 or 2 boots of bit characters then I can be a little safer in what did i d in this game!

[Ralph]

okay so I have a feeling that ashley will flip over to us for one boot just to boot off Mia and then I'm gonna act all like I love ash again and I can't wait to go to the end with her or maybe tone it down a bit and just act like friends and then see if we can go for her. BUT WE'LL SEE
also are people aloweed to show me the idol? like cochran says he has it Could i ask him to show me it or anything?