Welcome, Chad!

[Chad]

Hi Sarah. Sucks how you left. :(

[Sarah]

I'm over it. Just... why go to rocks for Ralph? I stuck because I figured someone would give in.

[Jolanda]

Oh and no. Cochran, Ralph, and I had a F3 since Day 1. That was all I was ever working towards.

Cochran and I are really good friends. I'm not sure how much anyone else really knows that. And Ralph is connected to Cochran and just..... there.

It's ok me, Mia, and Ken al had a F3 since day 1 so we were both playing pretty similar games it seems

But if I had tried to get out one of the three of you last night, do you think Debb/Carter would have gone along with it?

[Sarah]

It's okay. Debb/Carter/I had a final 3 too but I don't think it was as tight as yalls... Clearly.

[Chad]

Oh and no. Cochran, Ralph, and I had a F3 since Day 1. That was all I was ever working towards.

Cochran and I are really good friends. I'm not sure how much anyone else really knows that. And Ralph is connected to Cochran and just..... there.

It's ok me, Mia, and Ken al had a F3 since day 1 so we were both playing pretty similar games it seems

But if I had tried to get out one of the three of you last night, do you think Debb/Carter would have gone along with it?

Not last night, no. They would have been jumping from the bottom of one five-some to another. That made no sense for them to do. I wasn't even worried last night.

Tonight was the night. But I was banking on the fact that Debb and Carter hated Mia so much they wouldn't do anything. But then Mia won immunity. I'm not sure if they would have done the same thing if Mia wasn't immune.

[Chad]

It's ok me, Mia, and Ken al had a F3 since day 1 so we were both playing pretty similar games it seems

Oh and yea... No shit, Jo. But we were supposed to keep you together or we are morons.

[Sarah]

I really don't understand how people can form bonds on day 1 and just let them decide their path for the entire game. That's like alien to me. It's me first then everyone else second which I think some of you might have caught onto with my obsession with the word I in PMs.

[Chad]

This is open ID, Sarah. The bond was formed a long time ago. ;)

[Chad]

I'm over it. Just... why go to rocks for Ralph? I stuck because I figured someone would give in.

Why go to rocks for Mia would couldn't care less about you? If Ralph left my numbers were gone on a number of levels and I was toast.

[Sarah]

This is open ID, Sarah. The bond was formed a long time ago. ;)

I never saw the game as my friends and me vs. everyone else. Like, all of the people I was working with were strangers to me so I clearly didn't have that same thing as you guys. I just think this game changes and being unwilling to jump ship when the game calls for it is going to be your downfall. Which, I'm sorry, is true for everyone in the game. I hated the fact that it got turned into Jets vs. Sharks. This isn't west side story.

[Sarah]

I'm over it. Just... why go to rocks for Ralph? I stuck because I figured someone would give in.

Why go to rocks for Mia would couldn't care less about you? If Ralph left my numbers were gone on a number of levels and I was toast.

I had already gone too far to turn back then. I'm a committed bitch.

[Chad]

I wrote in my confessional yesterday that I would never betray Cochran. And if it cost me the game, then so be it. But I wasn't willing to betray him, being open ID and knowing who he was. Our "friendship" was more important to me than winning and online game and I would have felt like a total scumbag if I screwed him over.

Now I'm not sure the same is true for him and I had a feeling he may try to cut me at F4 or something. He swore he wouldn't. But that was just how I felt. I'm usually fairly ruthless, but knowing who is behind the avatars makes it hard to just fuck someone over and go yay I'm so awesome I just hurt my friend.

[Sarah]

... Girl what the fuck? Please reread what you just said. This is a game. It's just a game. Every single one of us is going to leave here knowing it's a game and brush our shoulders off. Do not worry about hurting your friend. Cochran is a big boy, he'll get over it.

Sure your friendship is more important than this game but this game isn't going to break a friendship. God no! Play to win because God knows Cochran is.

[Jeff Probst]

I'm actually of the same mindset as Chad with that so I understand :)

[Chad]

The game isn't that important to me. *shrug*

I mean obviously I was playing to win and god I HOPE I could beat him at the end. But there's no reason to screw someone you care about over in some silly game. I also know how important these things are to him and how much he puts into them. He literally thinks about this shit for hours on end and plans and plots and schemes and comes up with all these crazy ideas. How could I willfully rip that away from him knowing it was him behind the rep? I mean if this was really Survivor for $1 million or something, Cochran could go fuck himself. But I'll survive getting 7th place AGAIN. It's not worth it to hurt someone I care about. And he would be hurt if I betrayed him like that. I guess I have more important things on my mind right now than my placement in an online game.

This is the new softer Chad. Although I did stab Jolanda in the eye last night.

[Chad]

Caryn I see you reading this. You and I WILL talk after this is over.

[Jolanda]

At least I didn't get stabbed in the back because I knew it was coming

[Frank the Tank]

Chad is an angel.

[Chad]

Chad is an angel.

[Lisa]

Oh and no. Cochran, Ralph, and I had a F3 since Day 1. That was all I was ever working towards.

Cochran and I are really good friends. I'm not sure how much anyone else really knows that. And Ralph is connected to Cochran and just..... there.

That's a lasting thing from Funhouse Right?